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Sunday 17 May 2009

Now or Never

yesterday i watched Grey's during dinner time..
Here's to the Future & Now or Never..
tetibe rase sedihh sgt..
esp. episode Now or Never tu..
where at the end..its either George or Izzy died..that episode ends with the suspense

''who will be eliminated tonite''-Tyra Bank..btw..i wish Allison menang aritu..she's cute..~ tsk..i knoe Teyona shud win..cuz she's more like a runaway-highfashion model..but i adoreee Allison..~

....
ok kembali..
mase resuscitation Izzy..Alex cam sangat2 scared and he cried..like crieeeddddd bersungguh-sungguh..
and while George in another op.room crashing too..and scene at the end..they made it like..Izzy naik lift with her dress and the door closed..and later it opens and she saw George infront of her..
it's like those scene where a person who's going to die meet other dead poeple or another person who's dying at the same time with him..
bleehhh..u know wut i mean..

but it ends with quote by Meredith..yg sangat touching..
''Did you say it?
'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.'
Did you say it?
Make a plan.
Set a goal.
Work towards it, but every now and then, look around;
Drink it in 'cause this is it.
It might all be gone tomorrow."


...it is sumthing to me..
cuz i am not an expressive person towards my family before..
its like a big-fat-ego to say u love them..

but after a few fall in life..
i learn to say..
bye mama..i love u and i miss u..

i learn from my lil sister..when i heard she said to my mom and dad..i love u..
i think mama and abah tought her to say those words to parents and family..-only..:p
and at that time i realize how easy for us..maybe not easy at the beginning lah..to say i love u to others..how expressive we were when it comes to boyfriend-girlfriend thing..
we call every night..
we text every hours..
we spend on topup and presents with our eyes closed..takpelah..investment untuk future la katekan
but we dont do that with family..well..rarely..or sometimes lah..
some yes la kan..memang ade org buat sume tu..
but i'm the closest example la untuk this cacated situation

anyway..
untuk sedap hati..
i used this theory..
nape i tak kol parents hari2..text constantly..bab spending to i dont mind actually untuk both family and boyfie..

1) abah akan pening kalu asek2 nak balas my sms je tanye da makan,minum,tadi buat ape,sebelum tu buat ape,esok nak buat ape..
2) kalau sms tak dibalas..nak merajuk..tapi cam pelik la kan satu keje abah nak pujuk selalu..ofcoz la die sibuk di pejabat!
3)maybe sebab kite yakin..kasih mereke takkan pudar ditelan mase..walau da lame tak cakap or sms..we know that..they will always always always love us..it's not like they can cheat on us kan..

sedey gile kalu lame sgt tak text makbapak skali balik tgk derang ade anak angkat feveret baru..tsk..baru kelamkabut nak tepon ari2 mcm obses..hamek~

so..boleh dikatakan..i'm happy that i found my way to be expressive to them..kalu ade org cakap..helow..dengan boyfreni ilefyu bagai..ngan makpak ade ke gitu..? i can proudly say..heloww tu yu tu..of coz YESSS!

:D

hehe..

i love u


Saturday 16 May 2009

i am sick!!

the ache..
it cOmes and goes as it pleases..
tsk..~
can i curl up in bed and have a dreamless sleep?


..or can i swallow maybe 97 paracetamol? haha..paracetamol sounds harmless..hey..it can lead to liver damage in longtime overdosage..and i happen to be not a big fan of having kuning-langsat skin macam perempuan melayu yang ayu-chantek-putih-kekuningan..

teringat pada seseorang yang pernah buat begitu dahulu..

i told you i am sick!

bipolar disorder that is..
i think..

:(

i want to be cuddled~

Sunday 10 May 2009

Odessa dan Selamat Hari Ibu :)


ini mamasaya

exam da dekat..
dan masih ade byk bende yg pending..
rework lecture and class yang miss sebab balik winter..
tapi..insya Allah boleh kot settel sume..
i'm a suvivor..we are survivor..me qis and zainul..hikhik..
pemalas2..tapi yg masih terkawal..:P
hehe..~

today's Mother's day..
and i wished mama and mamafarhan early this mOrning..
hehe..amek ati bakal mak mertua ;p xsalah kan??

me: salam aunty..selamat hari ibu :)
mamafarhan
: tq darling :-)
hikhik..she called me darling..

me:salam mama..happy mothers day :)
mama
:tq.you're the best mother's day gift i ever have..:-)
uuuu..that just made my day..hee~:D
i think mama's superly happy this year..cuz she received a bouquet of lilies and carrot cake from me..delivered at her school..haha..abah said..mama is smiling all day long..and made everyone jealous with her flowers cuz everyone envy a romantic husband..yup..envy a romantic husband instead of envying a sweet daughter..

sume orang ingat mama dapat flowers dari abah..lembu punye susu, sapi dapat name..but wut the heck..he paid fOr it anyway! heheheh..
i wanna pay for it by myself but the transaction i made failed to get thru..so i ignore the order thinking..kalau tak pay..sure orang tu cancel the order..

skalii..malam jumaat mama smsed and cakap she received the gifts! tekejut mama..well mama..along pon tekejut jua!! mane plak delivery leh proceed without paying...FOC kah~ yeah keep on dreaming

rupenya that company called abah..cakap transaction tak lepas..so nak continue ke order..abah cakap..haa con't je..gune his card..abah cakap..haih..orang lain beli hadiah..orang lain yang bayar..
hehehe..so lembu punye susu sapi dapat name tu applies to me juge ;p

thanx daddy..u helped..heee..malu je..i hampeh~

ok..ini iklan yang tak berbayar..tapi kalu site ni nak bagi i komisyen leh gak..hehe..
kawan-kawan..kalau nak buat sweet dedication flower,cake,choc. & cookies delivery boleh order online kat love.com.my..

i've read the testimonials before ordering..ramai yang cakap flowers and cakes that were delivered are fresh! i ordered for mama..carrot walnut cake..and she loves it..
hehe..i know she likes carrot cake..mase tengok ade carrot walnut cake ade..srazu make up my mind..that's the one i will give..;)
kat situ jugak boleh send ferrero rocher..and famou amous cookies..i loike!!! and additional stuff like cute teddies..harga mahal yang boleh tahan la jugak..sebab usha2 kat site lain..lagi mahal..

payment boleh buat gune credit card, maybank2u or cheque..hehe..sape ade maybank account..register la dengan maybank2u.com kat ATM berdekatan..sebab maybank2u senang gile nak bli prepaid, IDD,transfer duit esp. kalau yang suke beli barang online tu..bile ade maybank2u..boley send gifts kat makbapak dikampung halaman..adik beradik di ipta...dan boyfren ditempat kerja sebagai territory claiming..HANDS OFF..THIS GUY IS MINE

ok..dah..iklan tamat..

SELAMAT HARI IBU SEMUA :D

disini saya lampirkan..gambar2 odessa..hehe..
thanx to irma and linda kerana sudi membawa kami yang bute arah ini..jalanjalan..
lainkali mahu singgah lagi!! awas yaa..


















Sunday 3 May 2009

my daily dose..

mysayang started his peads posting few weeks back..
and he's superrrrly busy..*sigh* im like the second wifey after Raja Permaisuri Bainun....punye hospital..
hehe..ok..not hers i guess..it's just named after her..

anyway..
i thought ah long said peads posting is the lepak-est posting ever..but why oh why when mysayang's posting the HO's are lesser there..means more workload per HO and less time for HO's girlfriend..

*sob*

adila complained too..herzali is busy busy busy with ortho..

but..

as a girlfriend..a still-student-so-hav-many-free-time girlfriend..
i called him..
hehe..usually i will wait for his cue to call..
when he sms..means he's free a while..
but..i have to have my daily dose of him..
it has been a while..
and i cant stand it anymore..
haha..cewahh..:P

me:hello..heyyy..busy ke??
mysayang: hello..heyy..haah lah..kol nanti boleh? (sambil berlari..i guess)
me: ohh ok2..hehe..sorryy kacau..saje je kol kjap..
mysayang: hehe..takpe2..sorry takleh ckp tau..
me: ok..faham2..hehe..byeee..
mysayang: ok bye..

mysayang: ehhh jap..
me: emm??
mysayang: love u..(whispering)
me: haha..love u too..thanx~

there..
i'm smiling inside out..
he made me smile inside out..
haha..i get my daily dose of him..
baru boleh tido dengan aman..:D


dabdibdub: ade ke pegi layan meteor garden..?? hehe..well..i'm in the mood untuk tgk cerite lame..and dulu-dulu i do love watching meteor garden..and abah selalu made me pissed off sebab die soh tuka tengok berite petang sambil cakap..''ade ke tgk citer cine..tak paham ape die cakap''..*oh daddy..sebab tu mereke letak subtitle..*

odessa post will be next..:)