mak..i'm 24 now..am i allowed to berchenta???

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
my heart cair again and again..

i had this song like few years back..around 05-06..
and the first time i heard this..
i was like..
dannggg..this will be my lullaby :p :p :p

i dont think dygta is as famous as Ungu or Kerispatih..i'm not really sure whether they still exist or not now..but this song..still steal my heart every time i listen to it..

i didnt put it in my mp3..
cuz..i think..
if i listen to it too often..
the sparks will die..
and i hate that..
cuz i love this..
and by listening to it..
once in a blue moon..
really lift up my mood..:D :D


hmph..sayang..i miss u..!!

Dygta – Karena Ku Sayang Kamu (KKSK)

Karena Ku Sayang Kamu (KKSK) - Dygta
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
seandainya kau ada disini denganku
mungkin ’ku tak sendiri
bayanganmu yg selalu menemaniku
hiasi malam sepiku
kuingin bersama dirimu

reff: kutak akan pernah berpaling darimu
walau kini kau jauh dariku
‘kan slalu kunanti
karena kusayang kamu

hati ini selalu memanggil namamu
dengarlah melatiku
kuberjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku
takkan pernah ada yg lain

adakah rindu di hatimu
seperti rindu yg kurasa
sanggupkah kuterus terlena
tanpamu di sisiku
kukan selalu menantimu

ps:duhhhh...nape malas nak bace and correct before post?? sebab ini dah kali keberape edit..nadiya..at least set one foot on ground plis! *rolling eyes*

i got latest Dell Studio 19 desktop for FREE!!!

...
yeah..dream on missy!

haha..ok..i am sooo not in da mood to study..so i spent my evening windowshopping from one e-shop to another e-shop..wishing that i can have this and that and this and all~

while i was strolling at e-bay..ohh scrolling my mouse i mean..i bumped into one thing that caught my eyes..tied my heart..wishing i could reach it..and touch it..and bring it home..and sit infront of it adoring..and bragging bout it..ok stop being jakun kampung pisang..

i used to dream on iMac..grrr..the first time i saw iMac..i was thinking..agak2nye..kalau gune taktik mase kecik2 dulu..guling2 on the floor..screaming and crying and peluk kaki abah sebab nak iMac tu..agak2nye die belikan x???

i dont know exactly why i like it..i mean..people said mac susah nak match prog la etc..byk cons from pro..tapi..tapi..tapi..cool sangat kalau ade iMac..kalau tgk citer kat tv..bilik cantik2 ade iMac..cam lagi berseri bilik tu..:p

but then i saw this..
Dell Studio 19 Desktop yang sangat affordable..adorable..cool-able..and brag-able..
buruk perangai nak brag je keje..:P

ok..DS19D ni..cewah..skati je shortkan~ is a desktop with a motto..'Begs to be Touched'..gatai sket la DS19D neh..so that motto explain much bout wut's so speacial about her..;p

beside that..it was nearly as cool as iMac because it comes without bulky-big-cpu-box..i think it's called System Unit..i think la kan..;p

and the other good thing bout DS19D is..it is affordable..;) did i mentioned that before?

ok..andai la kan..a computer geek..opss..computer pro..lost his way here and read this unprofessional review of DS19D..plis dont start banging me.. i know too few bout computers besides whc's cool wch's not..~

honestly..i only know bout the RAMsize..the memory size and the latest Intel installed inside..dont ask me to compare other values..hehehe~

ok..plis plis plis click the link to DS19D and see the vids and pictures..i hope u like it as much i do..

and here too cuz there's the price..

oh..if u think u wanna give it to me as a pressie for my next bday..small my palm..nyiru i collect kan~ :D :D :D

Dell people..can u give me one for free plis eventho my review sux?? *puppyeyes*puppyeyes*

...............~

saat ini yang terbayang kata2 aku dalam doa setiap kali lepas solat..

''ya Allah ya Tuhan ku..hanya pada Mu ku pohon ampun..dan hanya pada Mu ko pohon pertolongan"

..dan saat ini kata2 dalam doaku itu dicabar oleh yang Esa..sejauh mana hanya padaNya ku pohon pertolongan..

aku cube memanipulasi dan memusing definisi tujuan satu perbuatan supaya hati tidak rasa bersalah..

tapi saat ini sangat gagal..rapuhnya hati..terasa ingin menangis..sebak..

saat berdepan dengan kuasa manusia..hati gentar..kalau tumpas, adakah cukup kekuatan menghadapinya?

dapatkah aku kota kata2 ku..yang ku ungakap setiap hari padaMu..

ya Allah...berilah petunjuk dan kekuatan..jika ia tidak mendatangkan murka Mu..tenangkan lah hati ku ketika hendak memilihnya..Amin~

*peringatan*

jangan takabbur
jangan bongkak
kita tak selalu berada di atas..

jangan cakap besar..
nanti baru tahu langit tinggi rendah..

sayangi apa yang kita ada..
hargai apa yang kita ada..

bukan kah ade yang berkata..

''kadangkala kita hanya hargai sesuatu bila ia sudah tiada''

jangan ambil enteng sesetengah perkara
jangan pentingkan diri sendiri
jangan berkata buruk
takut tercermin sifat sendiri

jangan sangka langit selalu cerah
jangan sangka nasib selalu baik
jangan sangka satu penantian ialah selamanya
kerana setiap manusia ada batas sabarnya

jangan bermain dengan api
nanti terbakar diri sendiri

jangan tikam dari belakang
kerana bila jatuh tiada siapa yang akan sokong

tiada apa yang kekal di dunia ini

cintakan bunga..bunga akan layu..
cintakan manusia..manusia akan pergi..

satu..hargailah..hargailah..hargailah..

la la la la..

hmm..macam ni rupenye..

eh ape amek gambar time study ni?? kacau je..

ape2 lah..sambung sambung..

alhamdulillah..

satu paper therapy dah bye-bye..

..ade lagi 4!!

and i'm exhausted already..bangun pagi badan sengal2..macam pergi bersukan je semalam..~

and dalam exam fever neh..i manage to selit-selit time untuk tengok meteor garden dan jatuh chenta dengan DaoMing Si sekali lagi setelah sekian lama bermimpi-mimpikan kalau laaaa DaoMing Si tu wujud = kaye-hensem-tough-sweet-kaya-hensem-tough-sweet woohoo dan daku ialah ShanChai.. ..best..thanx mysoju.com for distracting me!! ;p

haha..sorry mysayang :P

ok2..next paper is surgery..tengok kertas macam sket..tapi sume orang kate susah GILE..and i'm about to find out after posting these picturess..

ini depan main building

ok..quality cam hampeh sebab gune camera 3G ..

ini kami.tengah tunggu buku zachut depan main building..sambil dihidangkan dengan tangisan qisqos..die baru lepas buat plastic surgery..dan die sedih sebab hasil muke tak seperti Paris Hilton yang diharap-harapkan..~ lagi mengeluarkan air mata bile zainul kata..macam muke pontianak sundal bolong wtxghdgexsj!

zainul & qis..i hope we will remember this...how qis cried sambil cakap2 ''sume orang hasil cantik..aku sorang je buruk! wuuuu..macam pontianak! '' ohh..dan die juge sedih sebab die rase muke die da jadi melayu..dulu macam korea2 sket she claim..oh.................sabar2..at least aku cakap muke jadi macam nia ramadhani..and maya kering..:P

.............ok

hush and dont be sad..u are still cute i can bet~


dan ini baby baru me & qis..we shared..apetah ade dalam pale otak ni..time2 dkat nak xam pergi beli kucing baru! but this lil guy cute gile..nanti tak beli mengigau2 mimpi die..
his name is Ronnie..and sekarang suke kencing merata..-_-; *sigh*
kesian wawa kerna bersihkan sbb he's now kat bilik zainul~

i'll post his pict yang bagus-bagus later lah..

ini from my hp cam ;)


eh salah..ni abang Rocky..

ni baru adik Ronnie..

hehe..ok habes..

*jOm rehat sebelum study*

tips on how to loose weight!

this is mom's cook..she is fat

it's going to be EXAM WEEK next week...
goshh..takuttt gileeee!! (ok..macam tipu kan sebab sempat berblog,.hampeh~)
bile call mama mengadu takut..
mama cakap..haih..da dkat 5tahun hadap system kat sini..
takut lagi keee~
haha..5 freaking years kat Simferopol neh..gile ah..
faiz mention semalam..
''along pegi dari faiz form 1! sekarang SPM pon da abes..nak masuk U da''

haah kan..cepat sangat masa berlalu..

disebabkan masa berlalu cepat..so okeh..cepat cepat tulis entry!!

hehe..entry ini mengade la sket kan..
but i still wanna jot it down as a memory..

semalam qis masak ayam asam pedas..
so its my turn to wash wash la everything..
mase tengah2 basuh..terpandang balcony and heater place just in front of that balcony..
sebab pintu compartment terbuka..
and teringat mysayang..
kitorg slalu lepak kat situ..almost everyday..
lawan spacerider (ithink) from our sonyE gune bluetooth..haha..superbly fun!! dan juge lawan worm..which me selalu kalah~ :(

he always surprises me with his sudden presence there..
slalu dok masak2 basuh pinggan..eh!! die da ade kat situ watching..
haha~ rindu..

and i turn away..purposely just to create the feeling like he's there..

i think he have some kind of aura..where i can feel him whenever his nearby..
after few years together..i know that feeling well..
until i reach the point that i can create the sense of his presence..
*macam cerita hantu ke aaa?*

yes i can..
i miss him until i reach that point..
where i can walk to class and pretend his beside me..
sometimes maybe a bit behind..thats why i cant see him..
its not like berangan ok!!..
its the feeling of security and happiness whenever he's beside me..
the sense of calmness and excited mixed into one..
the feeling of belonged and taken care of...
him..


the window in my kitchen..
that window..we used to sit and chat..and chat..and lepak endlessly there..
i know it may have annoy others when it comes to me berchenta tak ingat dunia..hehehek..sorry!

the first time he came and watch me masak..
i was super nervous..
even thou he claimed that he's not a good cook..so no judgment from him..
but i'm still nervous..
and i asked him to look out side and count every room kat 4th with no lights..
finished??? so fastttt!!
ok..count every room with lights plak..
finished?? urghh..
ok..count setiap orang yang lalu ke 5th..bla bla bla

and my spagetti ends up..pedas gile..and i blamed him for that ;p
cewah..kunun xdapat focus smpai terletak banyak cili..padahal memang tak reti bajet

and as before..i continue basuh pinggan and pretend that his watching while sitting at the window like he always do..

i'm happy that i miss him that much..:D


ps: until the last day he teman me masak before we parted cuz he graduated..the nervousness still there..after years he watched me cook!! maybe that makes me cook better..but i think lately my cooking suxxxxx.~ sigh

dabdibdub: i wonder..does he know that he means a lot to me?? ;)

this is you wearing my spec

this is me cooking for our anniversary..
haha..ok sweater+apron=gemok
sumpah..i am not this gemok!!
there..that's the 'window' and u can see
4th hostel from there..;)

oohh!! tips on how to loose weight??
exercise and diet la!! :p
dan ambil pill Lami macham rose and zen amek..ehehe..