hutan lipstiks

oohh when i watch Lipstick Jungle..i miss kakRazz..i do..i do..~

she has this special kinda silence attitude that i love..

i do enjoy silence once in a while..but dun fancy having it alone..

and with raz..its peaceful..rarely talk nonsense and crap..

take my time just lie beside her and let blank

well..if im in nonsense gila mode..of course i'll turn to channel Zen+Qis..myGod..and i'll miss these perempuan gila-gila nanti after grad~ ;) ;)

Lipstick Jungle OST is coooool..it has this sexy melody that makes me wanna move..hahaha..cewah..as if i have any moves..

but it kinda irritates me when the girl made some kinda weird sound..u knw wut i mean..hmmphh~

okeyyy..come and switch ur mood!!!

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botanical garden, yalta and princess affairs..

it was a FUN FUN FUN day..althought its hot! but alhamdulillah at least its not raining kan ;)

day starts at 7.30am..BERSIAP!

from vakzal 10.00 am

today me,rose,qis,zen,gie,mun,shikin,sarah,dila,diana,mimi went to YALTA..weeee..terkabul jugak hasrat nak amek gambar kat castle tepi bukit..the scene masya Allah..was spectacular..we can see the Black Sea from the cliff..scary kot bile dok tepi balcony castle and tengok ke bawah..isk~ bayangkan laaaaa kalau jatuh..

we took a bus,2hours ride to Avtovakzal Yalta and took a yellow masyrut, first to Botanical Garden and then to the castle..haishh..the pakcik that took us here and there macam baik in the beginning..but at the end jadi cam kerek gile plak sebab kitorang yang kedekut ni tanak bagi die duit banyak2..langsung masing2 tutup pintu kuat2 and refuse untuk amek bisnes kad die..haha *jahat* tapi...die baik gak laa senanye sikit sikit..

Botanical Garden was nice..as the name speaks for it self,its a garden yang penuh spesis2 tumbuh-tumbuhan dan bunga-bungaan..;) and i never found someone who's excited with flowers like Rose did! macam kanak2 kat Disneyland..*i exaggerate* if kami tak control die..maybe Rose akan lost between the bushes..

and the castle on the cliff was great toO..sebab kitorg dapat pakai costume yang kembang dan beropol-ropol ;) Mase kecik2 xcukup duit nak merase baju kembang camtu..haha..

oh berbalik pade pakcik kerek..well..thankGod he offered to drive us up (but with extra charges la kan) since walking distance from entrance to castle was beyond imagination kot kejauhannye!!

and kami berjalan whole day dengan perut yang menjamah last meal pukul 10am..and sampai pukul 7.00pm baru dapat makan again..! mmg towards the end sume muke kebulur n dehydrated ;p 

from Yalta to Simferopol 5.05 pm

arrived at vakzal 7.00pm

eat at AC

and so the day ends....now~ nyte ;)

ps: bile tengok gambar kami yang pose macam kanak kanak hyper..rase macam tak percaya..ini next year doctors..and sume dah hampir umur suku abad!! *Gosh girls..grow up plz*

how long does it takes to figure out this??

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i was going thru my CDs last friday to sort out which stuff in past that will stay past and which will i carry together to face the days ahead..i think it is funny when all this while i keep wondering why a person is capable of loving sumthing and then the love is not there anymore-completely..not even the name can trigger a slightest jolt in heart..i mean..is that even possible????

well it is possible..! lol

i've been thru a relationship that made me sad thinking how silly i am staying sad!

and i've been thru a relationship that made me laugh thinking how silly i am being who i am at that time..;p

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so..

how long does it takes to know your partner

to figure out that..okey..i can live with this person for next 100 years..

it always came across my mind how some people have a relationship for 10 years and suddenly they flip their heart and change their interest..all of sudden mata sepet is not pretty..and bimbo-blue eyes belongs to an angel..all of sudden ikan patin masak tempoyak is smelly and Tony Roma is delicious since forever..

but 'feelings' is like a vapour out in atmosphere..no one can exactly tells where it should go or what shape it should be..of coz feelings is like an art..it bends and form without a specific rules..

after a few arguments i started to doubt..started to cry before i sleep thinking that how can i face my 100 years ahead feeling hurt and sad like this..

sometime there's a tiny voice inside saying..it's enough..but i'm not brave enough to push myself off the cliff..i started questioning myself what if i made silly decision that i will regret later..what if at the end i didnt meet a person that treat me as good as u did..it has been 4 years learning about each other...and yet so many things we can argue about..

and the question repeat itself again and again..

can i live with this person for 100 years..?

as i lay in my bed thinking bout it..

finally it came to me that..

i dont know whether we can tolerate 100 years together

but for sure..i cant have a tomorrow without you..

*ps: i love you

MY MILKY TOOF

currently sangat takde mood..

jabbawokeez in ANTM lifted my mood a bit this morning but that doesn't help much..

heh..blog ini sangat comel : my milky toof

can i ever be this creative