hello stranger!

setiap kali lalu jalan tu..
mereke selalu ade..sapu sapu daun2 yang bersepah2 kat tepi2 jalan..
dan selalunye..setiap kali aku lalu..
mereke pasti pandang..dari jauh lagi dah memandang..
dan setiap kali itu jugak aku pandang straight kedepan..
aku tahu pandangan itu berekor bila aku sudah melepasi mereka..

ape agaknya dalam minda mereka??
adekah aku sombong? berlagak? kerek?

tidaaaaakkkk!!
sebenarnye aku segan..malu..nak wat expresi muke ape kalau bertentang mata.. ??
sebenarnye aku bersyukur aku tak perlu kerje bawah terik panas...menyapu daun2 kering tu..berjalan berkilometer2..untuk menyara diri..menyara keluarga..
aku solute orang yang berkerja bawah terik matahari..seolah olah cabaran yang super hebat..
jadi aku segan dengan mereke tu bile die penat2 sapu..penat2 jalan kaki..panas2..
aku plak..naik kete laju je..sejuk berhawa dingin (cewah)..pehtu balik bukak fridge minum oren sejuk..sombong gila! terjerit2 aku dalam hati..

jadi satu hari aku decide..
aku nak hadiahkan sesuatu yang berharga!
iaitu??
senyuman..hehe..bes??

senyuman tu best sebenarnye..Raihan pun nyanyi..senyum adalah sedekah paling mudah..

walaupun senyum tu sedekah yang takyah kuar duit mahupun harta..tapi ingat senang ke??

senyum pada stanger ade lah susah apebile stranger itu kite jumpe hari2..
sebab ape??????
sebab bile tetibe senyum..first respon muke makcik tu is..watdehek ko senyum??
cet..
cubaan kedua aku tarik lilBro untuk senyum bersame2..(and he even ask..hah??kenape plak?)
tapi makcik tu tengah minum air..sambil tengok kitorg tersenyum cam pertandingan Miss Universe..so i cant really see her responds..
cet..

and cubaan seterusnye..sedekah ku dikembalikan..;) dan sekarang bila terserempak..i even can wave..hehe..!

aku percaya..dengan senyuman tu..aku dapat tunjukkan rasa hormat dan penghargaan atas jasa mereke menjaga kawasan perumahan ni..

try to smile to a stranger..u never know how it can change the way that day turns out to be ;)

ps: jangan senyum merate2 ok..nanti ade orang kejar dari belakang-ikut sampai carpark-sile la dijauhi..scary-tsk~

they fight, they breakup..they kiss,they makeup..

kasih..

i tried to search meaning of kasih..cuz i want to define and differ kasih, sayang, cinta..
but i'm too lazy to search gila'ly..not even try to click the NEXT button in search result page..

oh wutever...

fights..i hate fights..cuz in fights it's hard to keep the topic in one range only..one topic always leads to another..and leads to another..and another topic will always leads to 'the PAST mistakes' and the miserablity became double! that's the get 1 free 1 i hate the most..

we've discussed bout this before u know..
we really sux big time in art of fighting..sampai nak fight kene buat rules of fighting!
macam...
-always focus on current issue

-no bad words..no bad mouthing each other

-stay calm & not making silly faces (which is hard for me..:P)

-absolutely no raising voices

-delete any intention of hurting the other one

-if one of u gets d previleges in fighting like..being sulky,not talking or only using short sentences,not calling nor txting,not smiling..then the other one automatically,compulsorily have to react the opposite of every aspect mentioned before..

-do not use their past mistake to defend ur ground..cuz that will lead to other issue..remember!!! current issues only

-discuss matters when both of u already calm down..

-do not use threat..especially on wanting to break up..some day it may bcome so freaking lame and unscary duhhh~

-use the idea of lost-lost..so there's no need to defend ourselves nor trying to knock the other one down..kaann ;)

-if possible..avoid fighting using IM,,SMS etc..the best way is face to face..second best is thru the phone..less misunderstanding i tell you kan..sbb we might misread the tone of the phrase..

-if u have to IM or SMS..try this : add cute,warm,funny,friendly,goofy etc. words at the end of phrase..mcm..

instead.."kan da cakap,tanak dengar"
try to say.."tuu laaa yang..kan da cakap, tanak dengar''..
or..''nyehnyehnyeh..da cakap tanak dengar ooooo"..
or..''kan da ckp,tanak dengar ;p''

-try not to change or delete the 'mesra' names like honeybee,baby,buchuk,anje just because ur pissed of

-try not to skip the usual wishes like.."love u".."gudnite n switdrim'' cuz it will hurt the other one

..lagi..

..dah..cannot think of any more..next time maybe?? ;) ;)

will you, mr.Boyfee, with cherry on top..marry me??

yeay..

second part of the summer date started..

i dont wanna complaint..cuz i believe that i understand his work demand..;)

so today was..

midV+the Garden stroll
GSC Signature : The Proposal !! (thanx to adilla for the tip)

Kenny lunch

and i hate realizing how time fly so fast when it comes to spending precious time with him..damn fast..grrrr..

i simply love The Proposal sampai tengok 2 kali..haha..i mentioned bout it before but mysayang cakap..alaaaa..tu citer pompuan!..haha..love comedy's sweet okk..

so i pre-watch it with zen+ qis..and manage to convience mysayang that it is worth watching! ;)

isnt me wanting for a second round covincing enuff??

hehe..seriously..go and watch it..and watch it @ Signature GSC for an extra cuddle space..haha..haaiippp..kidding~ :P

PS to Ryan Reynolds: if u are reading this..i just wanna say..I LOVE YOUr cute face!!!!

nil

gagagagagaggaagaa..

kenape bila kat rumah akan hanya update blog dalam kepala saje??

si kecik dah berumur 19 tahun..

saya dan syifa' pula..

err..

lets just say..

lebih kurang baya-baya syahirah je la ye..;p

Alpha came into my life..

dun ask me why he's in my life..

cuz i myself dont know meehh~

mak..i'm 24 now..am i allowed to berchenta???

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
my heart cair again and again..

i had this song like few years back..around 05-06..
and the first time i heard this..
i was like..
dannggg..this will be my lullaby :p :p :p

i dont think dygta is as famous as Ungu or Kerispatih..i'm not really sure whether they still exist or not now..but this song..still steal my heart every time i listen to it..

i didnt put it in my mp3..
cuz..i think..
if i listen to it too often..
the sparks will die..
and i hate that..
cuz i love this..
and by listening to it..
once in a blue moon..
really lift up my mood..:D :D


hmph..sayang..i miss u..!!

Dygta – Karena Ku Sayang Kamu (KKSK)

Karena Ku Sayang Kamu (KKSK) - Dygta
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
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