some past does haunt u..

it might haunt u for the rest of ur life..

it might haunt u down to ur grave..

so as a reminder..

do watch ur step..

do think the consequences of ur act..

do consider heavily the path u will take..

i know

cuz i didnt watch my step..

didnt think the consequences of my act..

and chose my path lightly..

and it haunt me..

like a dark and heavy cloud..

it doesnt just torture me physically..

it felt heavy inside..

its hard to breath sometime..

cuz the reminder of it brings so much pain..

deep inside me..

your act indescribably cause this pain..

ur ego

ur ignorance

ur words

and i just wanna lie here..

and shut the world that reminds me of that pain..

i hope tomorrow will be better

clueless!

haritu macam berkobar2 semangat jiwa nak shop for my barang dulang here..
sebab sumeorg mcm ''ooohh going there to buy brg hantaran yeee??''
i know its BIG SALE here now..
*teeehheee..i just shop selfishly yesterday*

but i found it kinda hard to search anything for him..

perfume??
definitely need partial opinion since i'll get mental disorientation if trying to snifffff d whole shop..plus i fancy having 'em in gift pack..one perfume with tiny-miny stuff around it..
so endup deciding istanbul or malaysia~

shirt?ties?
a big Q mark on my forehead if i ever step into that department alone..~

kasut?
im not a big fan of putting kasut on dulang..so out that part..~

my stuff..
perfume?
i got my eyes on one set of VSecret that comes with a cute round box..quite a bummer since i think that particular type is kinda outdated

handbag?
humm..again..not a big fan having handbags on dulang..but i need variation!

that's mainly the stuff i planned to grab here..but endup not liking~
maybe cuz i went alone..
i dun wanna grab daddy along..kesian him
and some more in my mind i keep on thinking..ala bli kat malaysia je..senang bawak~
plus some more its megasale too rite?

sooooooo...empty handed boleh tak???~

oh btw..
here still iphone 4 fever..
hardly to get them on stock! mostly preordered !
and since most of em are locked by the carrier..means their customer first if its there on-stock..
for me to buy it? i'll only get to stand at the end of the line..no preorder..noncustomer..not staying in UK.. -_-'

but i get to hold it and play the displayed one..:D
great stuff..
but no suprise tho..haha
i mean..its everything u thought an iphone would be..
of coz with enhanced spect..but generally it it still the same iphone..:P
well..knowing that i'll never get a grab of that here plus im not an iphone crazy fan type so if its not for me in UK..then..wutever..~
*definitly not going to search high and low for one*

so i'll just wait it in malaysia if i want one..
or just stick on with my BB plan..
hehe~
BB seems a bit cool and layed back..

well..its kinda irritating sometime how iphone fan can be so overly obsessed with it..i mean yeah yeah we get it..its cool,excellent design,great software la la la..but then just buy it normally like normal people do will ya?? ;p

ouh..2weeks more utk kembali ke pangkuan ibunda..
tak sabar!

till then..
TCL..xoxo

hari ini dalam sejarah

my baby polar silver was born
my baby polar silver
cant wait to meet you
cant wait to hold you

*terawangtermimpi*

harap semua nya lancar..aminn~

OhMy3Weeks..

alhamdulillah graduation dah berlalu dengan baik..
alhamdulillah i got to have it with people i love sooooo much...
eventho terpakse juggle btwn family & friends..
but im grateful..
terase happy..
w'pun takde gmbar yg banyak2 with mcm2 posing..
i know deep in my heart..i will always remember it.. :)
insya Allah..

currently im in London..
summer in London oh God oh God..
i wissssshh i have duit sejuta pound!
sale here and there..rase terharu..
nape laaa malaysia takde sale sehebat UK..hoho..

oh btw..
i met a pakcik on my way here..sits besided daddy in flight..i thought he's kinda weird at first..sangat observant! nasib baik mulut tak laser gi ckp kat daddy why la uncle tu pelik..cuz he faham BM..darn..when i knw that fact..tibe2 cam dlm ati bedebar..naseb baek naseb baek mulut tak laju..haha

all that while he rupenye try to listen & understand our conversation..
well..i dont think in a way nak eavesdropping gossip..but i think he tried to figure out my words..
masa dok pikir mane nak cocok earphone in sit..tibe2 terkeluar perkataan..BAGUS!..i was like..what???? malaysian kaaahh??

skali kuar la citer yg die ade worker melayu..n he pernah dtg malaysia 20 years back..and suprisingly he said still ingat few words..few i mean A LOT~
and start la cerita2 pasal malaysia,nasi lemak and putu mayam...

haha..congrtaz uncle! u pernah makan putu mayam..i tak pernah~ gile looser yeah i know..

and he start tanye2 a i blaja mane..ukriane bla bla bla..

skali die cakap ya panimayu pa ruski daaa..
luruh jantung..sesungguhnye pakcik ini takleh diumpat..haha ;p ;p
well..sbb i tau 3 option bahase itu saja..
kalau mama ade..leh i upgrade English+F..
afai dofont knofow hefe ufundeferstafand ofor nofot

cuz if he can understand that too..i will cry..definitely!!!!

hehe..
well this entry without pict cuz im using public PC..

i lovvvveeee my hotel..debenham+primark at the back..plus other shops with further reduction..gosh..i wishhh zen+clan are here..
and depan got Subway halal..tsk...camne nak depart niiii..

hehehe..

till then..
take care, xoxo

ps: yikessssss.few moths to go..:D :D :D

its my fav time of the year :)

“The greatest gift is the passion for reading.
It is cheap, it consoles, it distracts, it excites,
it gives you knowledge of the world and experience of a wide kind.
It is a moral illumination.”
— Elizabeth Hardwick



the moment i've been waiting for has finally come..:) :)

i think the only,purely free time i have in whole year is summer holz..

now that i'm officially not a student nor employed..i can spend my time reading all my pending novels..weeee..the best way to spend my free time..

currently im indulging this writer..Dorothy Koomson..i fell in love with her writing from 'My BestFriend's Girl'..its a great story..and now im reading 'Goodnight Beautiful'..funny so far i read..two pattern..colored ppl and bestfriend-boyfriend betrayal..hmm..~

anyway..she cant beat my fav Jodi Picoult and J.K.R.. yet..

i wont write about the synopsis as it will ruin the suprise..BUT..the unfortunate me has read the synopsis by accident just now when i searched for this pict! grrrr..how i regret that..(>,<)

i know this post is rather boriiiinngg..haha..i can feel the flatness in writing..but just wanna share..

i think it is true..the passion to read is a great gift..
well..tiny bits of me wish that i have that kind of passion when reading medical book too ;p

but it is a great gift indeed! it cant be force..it might be trained..but if u are not one of those with this passion..u will say..WTcrap on earth am i writing about..haha..;p

ps: picnic time is postponed again..tsk..but im grateful that today is raining..!! the hot weather is killing me..!

thankyou Allah for the Love :) :)

till then..
take care Love..xoxo