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Saturday 27 December 2008

snowy snOwy..


it's white christmas this year..hehe..sebab snow turun malam tu...siyess shantekk! cam shadu+romantic+sayu+sedey mood~

that nite it's my turn to cook dinner..n i saw it was snowing outside..and all those snowy memories pay me a visit..hukhuk..:( i adapted a bit..but thats fOr autumn season..sekarang dah winter..cam reset pulak n kene adapt dgn season baru..aihh..camtu pulak..and that nite bile dila sms..lagiii la sedey..it seems like she's the only one yg faham my feelings..since she's in the closest position as i am nOw..used to have him here..and now not..i knw we can go thru this definitely..but bese lah..bile season baru betukar..jadi cam reset2 la kan kununye..it's a relief knowing that sumOne knows hOw u feel inside..instead of juz saying that they know..as fOr dila..we do understand this~

skateee!

with seniors..;)

hehe..ride yg leh wat patah saccrum~

i want to take this year punye snOw picts tapii tgh tunggu yg lagi super heavy..lg syiokk wooh..i lOooOove snow but only when its all white n fluffy n not windy..hehe..cuz without white&fluffy the definition of snow will be slippery-cold-wet-runnynose-freezing extremities..added with i hate..

tapi simferopol ni kire cam ok lagi ar snow die..bebanding dgn russia..dgr2 kalu kat moscow snow cam deep gile..hoho..tamau!! siyesly..tringat mase snow trip ke angraisky pereval snow fes trip snow ok2..but second trip snow smpai ke lutut..haiyooo..camne mau jalan! kne angkat kaki tinggi2 setiap step..n wet n sejuk..thank God its not windy..

and i juz had my winter fever yesterday..hehe..as i hve expected..usually seseme tahap idong melecets ni akan disusuli ngan fever..alhamdulillah arini da baik..positive thinking..sakit penghapus dosa2 kecik..i hope some of my dose2 kecik da ilang..he he he..i shud get sick more often tho..

btw..hehe..saje nk promote de satu gurl yg cuuuute sgt..Hanis Zalikha namenye..eh xleh nk define cute la sbb die model! tinggi 167 (haha..3cm je lebih dr me woo!!) , slim ngan berat 49kg..(me beberape kilo lebih laa dr die..beberape sahaje ok)....die cute sbb die baru 18thn..tapi die super shantek bile die model..muke sweet & innocent..her catwalk pun bes la..thanx to dina najib yg jumpe blog die..n after menyibuk hal peribadi die..he he..rupe2nye she's one of the contestant in Malaysian Dream Girl modelling contest..online reality show..and die adelah 2nd runner up..okey arrr tu!!!

nak dijadikan tambah bes..mak die de blog..kakak die de blog..adik2 die beblog juge!! ayah die je kitorg tak jumpe blog..ehehe..i wonder die ade ke blog ..tapi one family ni punye blog bes la nak dibace..wooppp..define bes..as for me..bes tu cara penulisan yg bes, menarik untuk dibace smpai ke hujung penulisan la..ade org define bes sbg blog yg bg pengetahuan ke,isu semase ke..well..untuk org2 yg xske blog pasal life..hehe..tayah la gi tgk n condemn me plak for suggesting this blog..;P

dr cara hanis ni tulis blog die..hehe..nmpak die innocent & budak sekola..bile tgk MDG, die kne interview..mmg same!! innocent & budak skola..haha..cute cute..n die suke ckp2..mcm mse close audition..leh plak die citer pasal bf die,citer pasal die sms2 bf b4 die audition,n how die (bf) xske die masuk MDG & endup merajuk..cute tho..xmcm lain2 yg senyap saje..bOooOring personality~ kalu x senyap..pot pet2 lebih2 plak smpai thp jd bitchy ngan org len..eeekk..xbes ar~

i hope Hanis will succeed in her life..n tak tepengaruh ngan dunia yg wild..clubbing n drinking etc..mcm certain2 model2 lain..hehe..gudluck!! ;)

Wednesday 17 December 2008

...myhopes..


i'm sOooOo happy today..

it's like hitting a jackpot! mysayang finished early today at 5pm (instead of 12am onwards evry day)..means he gets xtra rest at home and extra time fOr me.. we chatted for an hour and a half..and spend extra 1/2 hours just to say goodbye!! *^_^* times together are hard to come by for us these days since he started his induction..

i'm planning to go back hOme for winter holiday..january..means birthday @ hOme..and maybe being able to see him for few precious hours..huhu..i'm so freaking afriad to even think bout it..

mysayang said he'll try to apply for cuti but max 2days only..but then he added not to put my hopes high..aaaiyahh..my hopes already shooting the moon and the stars and wutever up there u know..excited n yet afraid if i think bout it too much then it will not happen n i will be heartbroken fOr sOme illusion..

i juz finished my presentation work & i cant stop smiling with those memories of last summer keeps on rolling in my head..

it was the best ever..!! i get to spend lots of my time with my family and him..

i think almost evry week we met! wuhuu..;) it was fun..fun..fun..alamanda was our hot spot..mid & klcc & sunway...and even teman him to settle his interview and reg stuff seems worth the time..;)

and..haha..the lake..b..i hope u will remember the lake trip forever!

i managed to drag him to take a boat ride with me..the one that we (actually him..) have to kayuh-kayuh-kayuh and of course that would be his job cuz im with my baju kurung.. ;p

he keeps on babbling how embarrassing it was with all the people might be looking from their car window..hehe..~

heee..thanx fOr the big sacrifice Love..;)

hugs&kisses:: me

Saturday 13 December 2008

a new phase~

this is the continuation..from my multiply..i'm in a glooomy mood which makes writing on multiply blog with reddish background, a mood killer..~ huhu..i juz think that i wanna keep this gloomy mood for a while..makes me appreciate, and remember. and missing him mOre..

it's a start of another new phase in our long distance relationship..

it's the phase which we wonder the most..how things will turn out..him with long hours of working, tired and may get cranky in the end of the day..me with these empty feelings whenever i walked pass places where memories lies..

but i'm glad that so far things are ok between us..we tried to adapt..we textd whenever there's chance..he texted whenever there's chance..n i do the waiting & wishing part..hehe..he's a great bf trying to fit me in his busy day..

well..

i cant sleep yet..eventho im tired..

i have tonssss of work to do this weekends..

and i miss myfarhan freaking much..way too much that sometimes it's really hard to hold myself together..i dun wanna bother him much..& restraining myself to not to bother him more then he can handle is mentally challenging..

i might even develop obsessive-compulsive disorder..haha..

keep on looking at both of my hp's..each mins..afraid that who knows if i didnt hear the msg comes in..or..maybe bad reception..or ape2 lah..

but things will get better insya Allah..i pray for him to get thru his day the best possible..amin ;)

   secret recipe,midV

baskinrobin,klcc..i think :P

sushiking,midV...kraz blanje! tenkiuu!!

ps:him without gotie..makes me feel like i a had a thing for a school boy..-_-;

maybe i'll be hOme for 3weeks this Jan..saje mengade2..n my mengadeness cost thousands!! super mengade..but i definitely will feel missing toO when i go to Alamanda esp..

haihh..cube la transfer memories into sumthing that can be smile for..hehe..well..i am mengade after all..;p

to myfarhan..hehe..istanbul word definitely makes me smile..and that trick works evrytime..suprisingly..~~

love always..me