tips on how to loose weight!

this is mom's cook..she is fat

it's going to be EXAM WEEK next week...
goshh..takuttt gileeee!! (ok..macam tipu kan sebab sempat berblog,.hampeh~)
bile call mama mengadu takut..
mama cakap..haih..da dkat 5tahun hadap system kat sini..
takut lagi keee~
haha..5 freaking years kat Simferopol neh..gile ah..
faiz mention semalam..
''along pegi dari faiz form 1! sekarang SPM pon da abes..nak masuk U da''

haah kan..cepat sangat masa berlalu..

disebabkan masa berlalu cepat..so okeh..cepat cepat tulis entry!!

hehe..entry ini mengade la sket kan..
but i still wanna jot it down as a memory..

semalam qis masak ayam asam pedas..
so its my turn to wash wash la everything..
mase tengah2 basuh..terpandang balcony and heater place just in front of that balcony..
sebab pintu compartment terbuka..
and teringat mysayang..
kitorg slalu lepak kat situ..almost everyday..
lawan spacerider (ithink) from our sonyE gune bluetooth..haha..superbly fun!! dan juge lawan worm..which me selalu kalah~ :(

he always surprises me with his sudden presence there..
slalu dok masak2 basuh pinggan..eh!! die da ade kat situ watching..
haha~ rindu..

and i turn away..purposely just to create the feeling like he's there..

i think he have some kind of aura..where i can feel him whenever his nearby..
after few years together..i know that feeling well..
until i reach the point that i can create the sense of his presence..
*macam cerita hantu ke aaa?*

yes i can..
i miss him until i reach that point..
where i can walk to class and pretend his beside me..
sometimes maybe a bit behind..thats why i cant see him..
its not like berangan ok!!..
its the feeling of security and happiness whenever he's beside me..
the sense of calmness and excited mixed into one..
the feeling of belonged and taken care of...
him..


the window in my kitchen..
that window..we used to sit and chat..and chat..and lepak endlessly there..
i know it may have annoy others when it comes to me berchenta tak ingat dunia..hehehek..sorry!

the first time he came and watch me masak..
i was super nervous..
even thou he claimed that he's not a good cook..so no judgment from him..
but i'm still nervous..
and i asked him to look out side and count every room kat 4th with no lights..
finished??? so fastttt!!
ok..count every room with lights plak..
finished?? urghh..
ok..count setiap orang yang lalu ke 5th..bla bla bla

and my spagetti ends up..pedas gile..and i blamed him for that ;p
cewah..kunun xdapat focus smpai terletak banyak cili..padahal memang tak reti bajet

and as before..i continue basuh pinggan and pretend that his watching while sitting at the window like he always do..

i'm happy that i miss him that much..:D


ps: until the last day he teman me masak before we parted cuz he graduated..the nervousness still there..after years he watched me cook!! maybe that makes me cook better..but i think lately my cooking suxxxxx.~ sigh

dabdibdub: i wonder..does he know that he means a lot to me?? ;)

this is you wearing my spec

this is me cooking for our anniversary..
haha..ok sweater+apron=gemok
sumpah..i am not this gemok!!
there..that's the 'window' and u can see
4th hostel from there..;)

oohh!! tips on how to loose weight??
exercise and diet la!! :p
dan ambil pill Lami macham rose and zen amek..ehehe..