andai mama ku tahu...

andai mama tahu..
that i spend 3+hours doing non-study-related stuff..
and exhausted by it..
pasti die geleng kepala..

andai student medic lain tahu..
that i spend 3+hours doing non-medical-related stuff..
and got a neck & spine stiffness from it..
pasti kene rejam dengan buku Davidson..

haha..rose pun gelakkan okey..she finds it pretty amusing that i can be that focused and serious..
(cube kalau belajar..10mins bontot berasap sudah)
well..description atas macam la i did sumthing gempak..(which is not!)
sumthing simple je from others eyes..
but hell it did give me a neck stiffness!!

takpe..the ikhlasness..the semangatness tu yang penting..
i did it happily..
it gives me a good distraction from sumthing..
and it brings back the good old memories..

zaman sekolah2 dulu..bila ada event yg melibatkan pertandingan antara homeroom..
u wont find me on my bed for days..cewah..ok taklah wont..but hardly lah..
nak jumpe sahabat baik yg lain homeroom pun susah..tibe2 jadi all secretive and private..haha..smangat tak semangat...mostly sebab busy laah..

i love doing all those cat2 banner thing..or cut-paste-getting-all-sticky thing..or busy making bushy bushy pom-poms..or u'll find me working on some poem or script..teringat hari merdeka where me and ihah duduk on her bed and buat sajak..sampai tertido2..

and hari sukan where me and syera made those mascot heads for ar-razi march..
and menyibuk2 buat banner kat bilik seni cikgu Zuhir sedangkan tak berbakat utk buat..i always sux at paintings ;p

i miss school..
i miss boarding school life..

zaman berkawan-kawan..
zaman bergumbira dengan tanggungjawab yg sekecik keropok twisties 30sen..
zaman baring atas katil member and golek bersama..
zaman bersidai kat koridor usha sape hensem sape hawtie of the day..
sampai cikgu BM marah & kata..BERSIDAI JE KEJE TAPI TAK KERING2..
mane boleh kering la cegu dengan juicy2 gossip..

sumtimes i feel like..pause please..i'm growing too fast..tsk~

reality check..
now its 5:06 am..kat luar pun da terang benderang since its summer..
and i need some sleep..
distraction mission succeed..
i'm all good :)

till then..
take care Love..xoxo