my Eday..~

alhamdulillah berlangsung dgn baik..
cume few flaws..

things i cant let go till now is my make up..
that part sux to d max smpai rase nak nanges..
my final pict muke mcm tanned!!
sedeyyyyyyyyyyy..

it shows that i dont do well under pressure..
when things started to go wrong i panicked
padehal the basic i have already!
cume nak better kan je..
tapi rythm sume lari..
bile pikir rase sgt sedih..
jd psyched!!!!

dok rase nak belek2 gmbar org lain pnye engagement & wedding and dalam hati rase cam..
arrghhhhh..tensi tensi..

skrg baju xde yet for ANY event..
xde satu pun yg da tempah..
xde satu pun yg bergerak..

photographer takde lagi..
macam mane?

bile handle the matters sendri jd suxxx
bile bg org lain handle jd risau

boleh tak tanak buat ape2??
mahu semua org tolong buatkan saje..
sbb rase nak menangis sgt~ :(

haishh..
but despite that..
alhamdulillah sume lain2 ok
makanan cukup
guest dtg just nice

cume i wonder grand sgt kot??
haha..serious..aritu pikir bese je
but pikir balik..
aiseehhh..mmg grand lahh~

abah cannot avoid inviting neighbours..hence the big crowd
mama cannot let guests sit on floor merate2 in d house..hence the 3kemahsss
me cannot not to invite my beloved ppl
faiz cannot not to have his kambing golek since its his doa selamat ceremony too

btw..
im enjoying the view of 'the ring' on my finger..
the one yg my future mother in law risau about..
but im loving everybit of it..despite of everything :) :)

and..i love mr.fiance keep on referring me as fiancee..haha ;p

another month to go..and fiancee no more! *^_^*

Approximately 1month 3weeks to go..
Smalam borak2 ngan maklang bout this..rse mcm funny pun ade..tak percaye pun ade..
After so long knowing him as a boyfie..
Dulu nk sbut nama dia dpan mama & abah leh merah la satu muke segan..
Dulu nk ckp pekataan kawen depan abah mcm nk tesekat kat kerongkong..cume referring event tu as 'event tu' je..haha
Wpun dulu awal2 lg wanting this to happen..dalam hati someday someday insya Allah..tp rase jauh lagi..
Skarang ni..bedebar..hope Allah permudahkan
Amino

...

~
give me rain
give me shine
i'll always love u
until the end of time
~

counting days..

yaAllah i am sooo cuak right now..
semoga weekend ni berjalan dgn lancar..
sarah&mael is getting marriedn 0n 24th..hah..derang lagi cuak kan..;p
but aaaaa..i am so cuak..
aritu mcm seems easy je nak jd wonder woman sume buat sendri..skali bile cube buat..hamek..tak reti dowwwww!! i really thought i can do this..*sigh*
well..i manage to make a ribbon..but it looks like as if it has been stepped on -___-;

anyway..
mama is sad..
i can feel it..

mama wants me to settle down here..but since he already in Ipoh..means i have to go there & follow him..
when she knows that i already set my mind..accepting the fact that i'll live there most prob forever..she's kinda 'terasa'..

she said that her friend can help for my penempatan here..and she can also transfer him..but he said he cant since he have to take of his parents..and me defending him..saying its his duty..mama kinda terasa summore~

i dun know..
mcm2 feeling inside..
only God knows how nervous i am to face this challenge..~

i faham perasaan mama..
bile teringat apa mama rase..me myself terasa nak nanges..
lately asek bergenang airmata..
gosh~
Ipoh-KL 3 hours je..and ade highway summore..
things will be alright kan??
i hope~

selamat tinggal Simferopol~

aku akan pulang ke Malaysia TODAAAAYYYY!!!!!

finally..

hmm..pasti akan rindu segala2nye di sini..

..internet yg laju

..makanan yg best

..tempat lepak yg semakin cool

..lepak bilik zen smpai 2-3 pagi lepas tu lari balik bilik sambil zen teman thru telefon since die pun penakut utk send me pulang alone~

..rindu katil kegemaran walaupun bukan Kingcoil..tapi bejaya wat ku tido smpai tengahari la jugak

..rindu comforter kuning yang menggantikan yg dirindui

..rindu makanan last resort kat AC yg ntah2 tak tahu budak2 malaysian panggil kedai makan die AC instead of Princessa

btw pizza Roma is da bomba~

pasti akan rindu segala2nya..tempat jatuh bangun dalam pelajaran..dalam cinta..dalam persahabatan...

aku jatuh cinta disini..

dengan doa dan harapan ianya adalah untuk sampai ke tua..

aku sayang kawan2 disini..

dengan harapan kenangan akan terus dicipta sampai ke tua..

aku selalu wonder mungkin kah akan aku lupe sedikit demi sedikit tentang tempat ni..

aku harap ada peluang untuk kembali menghirup udaranya..

aku pasti rindu..

pasti rindu..

pasti rindu semuanya..~

sedih........

flight to istanbul : 1325

love~