counting days..

yaAllah i am sooo cuak right now..
semoga weekend ni berjalan dgn lancar..
sarah&mael is getting marriedn 0n 24th..hah..derang lagi cuak kan..;p
but aaaaa..i am so cuak..
aritu mcm seems easy je nak jd wonder woman sume buat sendri..skali bile cube buat..hamek..tak reti dowwwww!! i really thought i can do this..*sigh*
well..i manage to make a ribbon..but it looks like as if it has been stepped on -___-;

anyway..
mama is sad..
i can feel it..

mama wants me to settle down here..but since he already in Ipoh..means i have to go there & follow him..
when she knows that i already set my mind..accepting the fact that i'll live there most prob forever..she's kinda 'terasa'..

she said that her friend can help for my penempatan here..and she can also transfer him..but he said he cant since he have to take of his parents..and me defending him..saying its his duty..mama kinda terasa summore~

i dun know..
mcm2 feeling inside..
only God knows how nervous i am to face this challenge..~

i faham perasaan mama..
bile teringat apa mama rase..me myself terasa nak nanges..
lately asek bergenang airmata..
gosh~
Ipoh-KL 3 hours je..and ade highway summore..
things will be alright kan??
i hope~