Ramadhan,Rembau dan Mat Top

i spend my first day of Ramadhan @ Rembau..the place i want to be the most when it comes to Ramadhan and Eid celebration ;)

atuk sangat excited pagi2 maka tiba-tiba beliau dapat ilham pergi carik buluh sebab nak masak lemang..hihi..atuk semangat bila anak cucu nak pulang..*comel* sampai mak long yang 50-50 nak balik sabtu ke ahad terpakse decide sabtu lepas mak su cakap..kalau balik ahad..means dapat tengok bekas buluh yang bakar semalam dan bara yang dah jadi abu saja la ye~

semua ada..macam raya!!

tapi this weekends i also learn more about adult world..the world that i saw perfect from my premature eyes before..

marriage and betrayal..
i askd my aunty..
"kenape walaupun orang tu kawin suka-sama-suka..ade jugak yang lepas tu betray and jatuh cinta dengan orang lain???"
"kenape bile bercinta dengan orang lain..isteri & anak-anak tak lagi jadi penenang hati?"

it's fated she said..
itu ujian yang kena terima dan tempuh dengan tenang..

really? it's sad..
looking at the eyes of the one whom have been betrayed..
the eyes of their child..unable to understand..

i have tasted the bitterness of betrayal..and it is bitter..
its dark and painful..and torturing..
ripping the heart again and again..endlessly..
i have never cried so long..so hard..

but later how i learned that the bitterness i tasted..
it's nothing compared to the real world...

-end-

makteh kata ini adalah jebak..used to catch birds by putting
a bird inside it..and birdie will sing..inviting other birds to come near by
dan lalu mereke semua 'terjebak' ~
kisah benar ok!this birdie is Mat Top ;)

kitties kat umah pakcik Hakim in cage sbb takmau
kasi kacau umah uwan time masak2ini anak Mochel yg baru ;)

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ps:i looked at the sky and i found the star i missed..once in my heart it shine and burns for me..the warmth and happiness once felt..comes again..star is still the same..time haven't changed anything..like watching a good old movie..watch it thousand times..the amusement remains..;)